The Shocking Truth.

Hey everyone, I've come to a shocking revelation today. Or I guess I just faced reality. All guys, no matter how wonderful they can be. Are scum dirt bags who don't know what they want and are impossible. Ugh, I'm not gonna go into detail due to the audience that possibly reads my blog, but I just got hurt today (trying to deny it, not gonna lie). Of course by a guy, I would've never thought possible. Now I should'nt have known about his "hidings" but being me, I know EVERYTHING that goes on behind my back because I am very particular about the people I keep close to me. So I found out some stuff that I was'nt supposed to know, not gonna say how but it had something to do with the guy being a complete skank behind my back. And the problem is, if I never done what I did I would have never found out and gone about my buisness normally...lost? keep up with me. Now I'm not completely upset because I dont know all the details and I'm paranoid as it is....but what I found was shocking and was enough to bring the conclusion to never ever in your life trust a guy. It's just something wrong with all of them. It just so happens that some are slightly less screwed than others :(. The less you know, the happier you'll be. It just takes a strong kind of gal to seek the truth full force.

Thanks, it's been great and now that I've released all that hate I feel ALOT better :), I'm not alone ;)

The Wackness...

I come to you all this glorius night with a bitter spirit...why? we'll get to that later. I just got done watching the BET awards and I enjoyed every last minute of it! I don't know why some people are trashing it but keep in mind that they had to reorganize everything to tribute it to the King, Micheal Jackson (R.I.P) and I think they did very good with that in mind. Music was remembered for one more night.

Now, why am I so down? My summer is off to such a crappy start I dont think I can take it anymore! I have not done anything at all as of yet, and as a matter of fact I have been put in some of the most miserable situations imaginable. For example, I am sitting here on the edge of my sister's bed (I got dumped out of my room because relatives visiting) because my 6 year old cousin is sitting here snoring and drooling on my satin pillow with no remourse. I have to sleep on the floor tonight while his mother is in my room...I have been playing mommy all week to all the little ones running around in the house and have not gotten at least a thank you! Not to mention a dollar ,uggh and thats just one example! I have been in the house all summer long, I have not been able to go on trips, events, etc. Why me! please excuse me friends, I have just been in a funk for the past week. Oh and did I mention? the room I'm staying in has no working television so its just my laptop and the four walls that surround me. I pray my summer starts soon because Lord knows I've had one hell of a school year and I'm just about to blow.

signed, Bitter and miserable. fml. and goodnight...

Welcome!

Helo Everyone, and welcome to my new AND improved blog...my last blog randomly shut down on me resulting in me starting a new one but don't worry! I've got much more in store this time around.....

Now bringing in some sad news...as if you did'nt already know. The king of pop and musical genius of all generations has passed away this Thursday. The actual cause of death was a heart attack (autopsy is currently unfolding every minute). This is definately the most shocking and unbelievable news yet! Especially since Micheal died a number of hours after actress Farrah Fawsett (died of cancer) the same day! Also Ed McMohen died the day before...whew!...scary. I think we all know how big of an impact Micheal has on the music word and eventhough it was already dead, it is now safe to bury music. It is so shocking and definately music would never be the same...we miss you Micheal!!!. And all those that critisized you while you were alive can definately just beat it. <3

My favorite Micheal Jackson song/video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Hg-IRZk4D0